sometimes i wonder exactly how much thinking i can do. sometimes i feel like the more i think about something that it will just change all by itself. sometimes i think that i can almost will something into happening if i think about it enough or that things will just change on their own.
getting married is so exciting but its so stressful at the same time. colors, lengths, fabrics, sizes, coordination, timing, scheduling, pricing, comparisons, my God.
exhaustion.
the end.
